Ladies and gentlemen, the emotional, the beautiful, the inspiring…
you think you’re loving, but you don’t love me…

Ladies and gentlemen, the emotional, the beautiful, the inspiring…
you think you’re loving, but you don’t love me…
You make me laugh. No, really, you gotta stop telling me how much you care while leaving me alone, when all I need is you to be around! L.O.L. There’s no need to say how you feel.. just show it! And you seem to express only the distant part of you… the cold and empty one. But yet we’re going further, hand by hand. “D-” for your stupid behavior. You failed entering the next level of our reality.
But hey… who knows what tomorrow brings?! Maybe I’ll be driving your mind.
Come closer… come closer… come closer… come… come… come… closer…
One more wasted night, leaving me with the fade feeling of useless. ![]()
Making compromises is not something I can do forever, it just makes me feel so tired of playing the house-wife around! … Boring job, isn’t it?!
p.s. I love Justin!
Although I’m aware of my state of mind, mainly weak and fragile, I cannot argue with him saying that I can do much better with my life if I could only close my eyes and breath some hope, some positive thinking. Well… I really don’t know what to do with my life. Feeling nothing is safer than dreaming in vain. It keeps your mind healthy, it keeps you away from different kind of disappointments. Most of them are stronger than our willing to survive the pain. And I’d rather quit dreaming about my future than being hurt again.
I’m not a winner. I’m just a survivor.
My baby’s gone. He’ll be back home on the end of tree long-cold-empty days….till then I guess I just have to hold on.