I’m depending on you. This is the essence of my truth.

I’m depending on you. This is the essence of my truth.
Although I’m aware of my state of mind, mainly weak and fragile, I cannot argue with him saying that I can do much better with my life if I could only close my eyes and breath some hope, some positive thinking. Well… I really don’t know what to do with my life. [...]
I’m waiting for my way back home. Doing nothing to rebut this status, but waiting. Maybe God, maybe a miracle, maybe my own wish will force me to react. Maybe tomorrow. I’m sure I’ll figure it out somehow, it’s just I don’t wanna go alone… Please… let me weep no longer than a tear, [...]